Khamis, 2009 Disember 03

this song motivates and inspires me tru my journey. we almost there.. one step at a time. almost there.. Dont give up!!





Mendua - Hampir Ke Situ

Aku sadar bukan mudah
Untuk mengejar mimpi indah
Pernah suatu ketika dulu
Ku punya harapan besar
Kini aku tak pasti
Dapatkan ku miliki

Sudah jauh kita tempuh
Kekalkanlah impian lalu
Mungkin ada hikmat
Yang akan menunggu
Di penghujung jalan
Biar nanti kecewa
Setidak-tidaknya mencuba

(korus)
Jika halangan menduga perjalanan kita
Janganlah kau putus asa
Karena ku ada di sisi setia menemani
Andai semangatmu gugur
Genggamlah tanganku
Kita hampir ke situ

Adakala ku terasa
Ketabahan tak setegar
Tetapi apakan daya
Berhenti separuh jalan
Percayalah padaku
Aku yakin kita mampu

(ulang korus)

Biar orang katakan
Rapuhnya harapan
Bukan mereka tentukan lagi
Kau ada aku dan aku punya kamu
Amanlah akhirnya tetap bersama
Oh…

(ulang korus)

Jumaat, 2009 November 20






MILEY CYRUS - THE CLIMB

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep tryin
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
cause

chorus

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Selasa, 2009 Jun 16

BERKORBAN DEMI IMPIAN


BERANI BERIMPIAN


Kisah ini adalah tentang Monty Roberts, penulis buku The Man Who Listen to The Horse. Sebuah kisah yang memberi inspirasi kepada saya. Saya harap ia juga memberi inspirasi kepada anda. Pemuda ini merupakan anak kepada seorang pelatih kuda. Kehidupan mereka adalah beralih dari satu kandang ke kandang kuda yang lain untuk melatih kuda.


Kisah bermula apabila, pemuda ini berada si sekolah tinggi. Gurunya telah memintanya untuk menulis matlamat dan perkara yang akan dilakukannya apabila meningkat dewasa nanti. Malam itu dia telah membuat keputusan untuk mempunyai ladang penternakan yang luas suatu hari nanti. Pemuda ini mahu ladang itu seluas 200 ekar. Dia telah menulis sejelas-jelasnya tentang ciri-ciri keadaan ladang tersebut. Pemuda ini juga ingin mempunyai rumah berkeluasan 4000 kaki persegi. Dia telah melukis dengan jelas tentang pelan rantai rumah tersebut. Pemuda ini juga telah memastikan di mana rumah tersebut itu berada di ladang perternakan kuda yang seluas 200 ekar itu. Dia telah menulis sebanyak tujuh muka surat untuk menjelaskan impiannya. Dia telah menulis dengan begitu jelas sekali.


Dua hari kemudian, pemuda ini mendapat hasil kerjanya semula.
Keputusan yang didapatinya agak meleset pemikiran kita. Kita mungkin akan berfikir pemuda tersebut mendapat keputusan yang baik berdasarkan apa yang diberikannya. Tetapi malangnya, huruf merah F dan “ jumpa saya selepas kelas ” tertera di hadapan kertasnya.

Pemuda ini kehairanan. Oleh itu selepas kelas pemuda ini pun pergi berjumpa dengan guru tersebut. Dia ingin bertanya kenapa dia mendapat F. Setahunya, dia telah membuat yang terbaik.
Jawab guru tersebut, ”Impian ini adalah mustahil untuk pemuda seperti awak.Awak tidak mempunyai duit. Awak datang daripada keluarga yang hidup tak tetap, suka bergerak dari satu tempat ke tempat yang lain. Awak tidak mempunyai sumber.Untuk memiliki ladang perternakan awak perlu mempunyai duit yang banyak.Awak perlu membeli tanah. Awak perlu membayar sejumlah duit yang besar untuk mendapatkan baka yang asli. Dan awak juga perlu membayar tempat untuk menternaknya. Tiada jalan menunjukkan awak mampu melakukannya”

“Kalau awak menulis semula matlamat atau impian awak yang lebih realistik mungkin saya akan mempertimbangkan gred awak”


Pemuda tersebut pun balik ke rumah untuk memikirkannya. Dia mengambil masa yang lama untuk memikirkannya. Bagai ditelan mati emak diluah mati bapa. Dia tidak sanggup membuang impiannya. Tetapi jika dia tidak lakukan demikian keputusan peperiksaannya akan terjejas.

Jadi dia pun merujuk kepada bapanya untuk mendapat pandangan.
Bapanya menyuruhnya membuat keputusan sendiri. Menurut bapanya, keputusan ini adalah perkara yang penting megenai kehidupannya. Oleh itu, dia sendiri yang perlu menentukannya.Selepas seminggu memikirkan perkara tersebut, dia pun mengambil keputusan. Dia akan mengembali kertas kerja tersebut tanpa mengubah matlamatnya. Dia nekad.

“ Cikgu boleh simpan gred yang diberikan cikgu kepada saya tetapi saya tetap akan menyimpan impian saya.”

Beberapa tahun kemudian, apa yang yang digambarkan dalam kertas mula menjadi realiti. Budak tersebut kini memiliki rumah seluas 4000 kaki dan ladang kuda seluas 200 ekar. Kertas tersebut masih lagi disimpannya dan dibingkaikan.
Ketika guru tersebut berjumpa dengan Morty, guru tersebut hanya mampu bercakap,

“Lihat, Monty. Saya rasa saya boleh cakapkannya sekarang. Semasa saya menjadi cikgu awak, saya merupakan pencuri impian. Saya telah mencuri ramai impian budak-budak kecil. Awak sungguh bernasib baik kerana awak tidak pernah putus asa dengan impian awak .“

"FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS"
usually, the only one stopping you is YOU not even your guru.

Jumaat, 2009 Jun 12

SUPERMAN

I wanna be a hero I wanna be the person with a diamond shaped in his chest I wanna be SUPERMAN~~ ahaaa..


*Singing superman soundtrack for an introlude...



Selasa, 2009 Jun 09

I BELIEVE I CAN FLY


If I can see it, then I can do it

If I just believe it, there's nothing to it




There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me

Jumaat, 2009 Mei 22

FREEDOM


Fight for your Dreams
Dream is everything
If you believe it
Success is reaching you
You can achieve your
FREEDOM

Jumaat, 2009 Mei 08

The Beginning of Success



The beginning of Success


Thursday 23rd April 2009
I woke up at 7.30 early mornings to catch up my flight at 11 am. i couldn't resist the excitement i felt to come for my first success seminar held in Jakarta organised by University of Success. We have had arranged our stay in Jakarta for 5 nights. Altogether, those who had made the commitment to attend the vision of success are at around 20 of us. These people are the faces that filled in the empty seats in Brunei (including me). ehehe..



12.15 pm, we arrived and landed on Jakarta's ground. To be honest, this is my first Jakarta trip. Inside the building, it smells funny. i don't know what it was but my excitement was overpowering the funny smells. langkah pertama keluar dari Airport, bersusun dari hujung ke hujung counter pertukaran duit asing. Ofkoss, we chosed yg hot lady beside pertukaran nya pun tinggi wah to compare with others.



Seriously, aku masih bingung koq, masih kurang ngerti gimana cara baca uang nya. gw pengen beli Dunkin' Donuts tapi ngak jadi de', emangnya susah, ribut pikiran gw soalnya. nanti aja deh, lain kali jika ada kesempatan lagi. luckily Zura ada membali dunkin donuts and she said im getting banyak nie, makan sja karang.. i was like Wuhuuuu.. KEWL~~~!

Our bus sudah menunggu kami. jam sudah menunjukan 13.23 pm (Jakarta Hour). it was mendung in Jakarta. Along our journey to Hotel, i was impressed by the buildings in Jakarta, the structure, the people.. i mean the Hotties.. Altho' dalam hati inda sabar kan ke hotel kan mandi. Dalam bus kami having KFC, while enjoying my KFC i was enjoying my view, some structure in Jakarta are quite similar like us in Brunei. the more further we go, more buildings i see.. OK i changed my mind about the similarity, i admitt Jakarta is a beautiful country. and you know what i noticed.. Almost every car in Jakarta bertainted wah ceramin nya.. its like we were surrounded by VIPs.. ahuhauha.. if in KL, u think its a busy country, try Jakarta man.. lagi tia traffic jam. Dalam jam 14.15 kami arrived Hotel Atlet Century Park in Senayan Jakarta. Before we checking in sampat lagi kami chill di Coffeehouse coz i need coffee so i ordered Hazelnut Coffee.. Taste GOOOD!! u shud try!!

Jakarta Rain

It was great to be in Jakarta, I love the city, I love the food and most of it I love the currency exchanges. On our final day in Jakarta, I went to Block-M. Sakit kepala ku meliat barang-barang sana murah berabis. Kan shopping banyak-banyak tapi I need to spent my greens for other things (more important for my future).

It was raining in Jakarta, there’s a lot of kids berkeraja time ujan ani. As what we have all heard “Berezeki tuh lau ujan”. Ramai yang memayungkan urang tym ujan p bayar rupiah 2 ribu. But we didn’t ambil that khidmat.. we were running under the rain heading to the Mall. And aku jerit “I Love JAKARTA~~!!!” we were soaking wet. Really really wet. We had fun. Bila kami sampai mall. Ahauauh.. you shud have seen the faces of the people. So we went to Matahari shopping department to get baju T-shirt untuk dipakai. It was totally cheap, its like 1 + dollar sja. Then we went for a food. Actually I was looking for a mask untuk my student bekirim but couldn’t find it there. Then we went to this café – I forgot the name of the café. We ordered this meal. Nyaman the food – a plate of nasi goring, on top ada few nuggets, ada salads, ada humm..apa lagi ar.. yang penting banyak lah including one big glass of ice tea. 12 ribu rupiah kah kalo inda silap. Cheap man!!!

Alang-alang we were at Mall, we went to salon to cut my hair. Harga kadai K@%#*G wah. Murah salon nya. Abis puas kami raun di Mall then ujan pun stopped then kami sambung jalan keluar for more shops. We went to music instrument shop di sana. Wow! Unbelievable.




You know whats more unbelievable - the reason why we went to Jakarta. Satu-satu nya alasan kami ke Jakarta is to achieve our dream.

The Event

It was the most extravagant seminar in the world. Banyak bejurit manusia manusia yang sudah dapat freedom of time and money. Can u imagine hows life kalo we receive setengah juta dollar every month. Tapi tidur saja, relax saja.. duit masuk bulan-bulan. MAN that’s what I called success. The lifestyle.. being wealthy but unfamous. Waah.. jalan-jalan pun inda kana rompak. They got all these just by helping others. Tell me where u can find this business activity.

The stadium was flooded by people. You can see the smiling faces yang berjuang untuk mencapai impian masing-masing. Banyak kanak-kanak sekolah, ada urg tua dalam lingkungan 75 tahun. Wow~ age doesn’t stop them from mencapai impian drang untuk masa hadapan. Dorang sanggup berjuang mati-matian untuk kesenangan keluarga. I saw a lot of people from different background, from Richest to rich to poor to poor-est. basically, this business is designed for everyone either you are a busy man or not.

When I looked at that stage. Stage of success. I said to myself “one day aku akan naik on that stage telling everyone my story, cereta ku dari ku mulai buat this business sampai ku mendapat freedom ku. And I keep saying “ Mom, sabar k, im gonna put back the smile on ur face.. I’m gonna build one big home for you to rest.. I dun wanna see u work anymore. I want you to enjoy ur life, let me provide you ur happiness as u provided mine dulu time kitani sanang” Tears starts running down but I manage to cover. Im duin this for my family. And im gonna prove it to myself that i will. I WILL HAVE MY FREEDOM!!



That seminar showed me the possibilities of achieving freedom. If other people can do it. Why can’t I??? if Indonesian can do it, Apa bezanya kitani bangsa Brunei!!!?????!!.. If African can do it, why can’t i? if Malaysian can do it..WHY CAN’T WE???? U can see a lot of success people doin this business all over the world. From the smallest country to the biggest.


Let’s go back to ground, in my office adalah satu-satunya tempat penyalur perkara-perkara negative. U will hear people menyindir-nyindir, people gossips about each other; they mock each others behind their back. Every meeting, they only focusing problems then starts to point fingers on each others. When you start reading newspaper, u read some negative activities done all over the world. Hanging out with friends – gossips leads the conversation again. Outside from home, you see people fights, you’ve heard couples broke each others heart. Chilling at café, you will see manager frustrated business slowing down. You watched movies, apart from the fun thing, they send negatives messages. Pokoknya semuanya udah terlanjur menyalurkan perkara-perkara negative di minda kitani. Now back to the seminar. Disana it was so tenang and bersemangat. Environmentnya positive, all people are positives, you hanging out with positive people, the event is positive, the speakers telling positives, kitani di masukkan dalam minda kitani perkara-perkara positives. Memberi semangat bahawa ada lagi cara lain yang halal untuk mencapai impian. Now tell me where can you find such a place yang surrounding nya positive?? Dun trust me?? come with me next August.

The Vision

3 days seminars, with few speakers including 3 international speakers (Australia and New Zealand). These speakers sudah mendapat Freedom of time and money, they mendekatkan kitani dengan vision kitani, impian kitani and semangat kitani. There, I FOUND MY MAGIC MOMENT. Maybe selama ani aku sangka I have a good life, but I never realized that aku masih lagi menanggung hutang di bank every month. I worked hard in office – I work from 8 – 4.30 and menyambung lagi malam at 8 – 10pm. For one whole month, then I received my paid – a few days later, gaji abis.. di bank hutang masih tetap hutang. Now I realized aku bermasalah. I tend to forgot that I have that problem, I also forgot about my health (working early till night time). I tend to forgot that im losing my friends coz I have no time with them, haven’t seen my family quite a while. And I still thought that I have a good life. I wonder what happen to me in the future. After married! After kids start to grow! My ‘old’ days! I know my TAP won’t help me to survive. Remember folks – the enemy of a great life is good life. Now I understand what a great life is, what is success! People thought that great life doesn’t exist.. well people, you are wrong – totally! I have seen them, I shook hand with them, I took picture with them. People whose background were poor, masa ani success. Ada masa and ada usin. They sleeps, they belayar every each weeks, doin whatever they want to do and the money still keeps coming to their account. Big money! That is a great life. And I want that life. So what about you? Do you want that life?


The beneficial

For 3 days seminar, $80 is cheap. Apa lagi seminar luar biasa cematu. Including flight to Jakarta and my stays and belanja sana. Its totally cheap. The seminar is so so productive. And I can’t wait to go to Jakarta again this August for the same seminars ofkozz with different speakers. I already bought the ticket. And Im goin there with unpaid leave. Aku sanggup ambil cuti inda begaji for that beneficial seminars, Bandingkan apa yang bakal ku dapati, terbayar tu gaji ku atu. More than that! Berapa harga your impian? Aku mau berjuang untuk mencapai impian ku. Money is not a problem anymore. Kalau abiskita tanam biji durian, hasilnya pokok durian yang tumbuh. Kalau abiskita tanam duit, hasilnya duit basar yang tumbuh, kalo abiskita tanam masa, masa berlebihan akan tumbuh. That’s when you have your freedom of time and money. Think twice? And I would like to bring you readers to come with me to see the same vision is I see. To feel the same benefits I felt. To fight your dream like how we fight for our dream. To have the smell of freedom in the future.

My Dream

I have a few dreams that I put it in my dream book.

1- To help my mum and dad to clear all the debts.
We use to have a very Good life. My parents seorang businessman. He is very good in his business. I was once kan mau cabar ia in business. He is my hero and my idol. But I never knew that actually he is not a businessman, because he still earns active income. Money only comes when the business activity runs. One day, the business goes really bad. The money stops. We went broke. You can imagine the debts he’s paying now every month. And now once you were my hero dad, this time let me be your hero. Im gonna clear all your debts.

2- Mencapaikan impian my mum.
My mum is the sweetest human, Allah ever created for me. Mum plans kan buat a warm nice HOME (not a house) for all of us to stay. She plans to do gardening at the backyard. Plants some plants. And mum dapat tanah udah and suddenly we went broke. Do you know how does it feel when everytime mum sees me, mum says “bila tah ko gaji bulan laii” she wants to use my loan untuk membuat rumah yang ia idamkan selama ani. But too bad for two years I been working, kana janji untuk dapat gaji bulan. Inda pernah ada. I said to mum, I walked away saying “alum lagi meeh..”. do you know how much it hurts? I can not help my mum to achieve ia punya impian selama ani. Do you know how much tears running down just to think to get that amount of money to help her built the home. I still could not manage coz me myself are still in debt. You can not help people when u yourself are helpless. How can you serve the poor when you are poor. MUM, now I found an option to earn more money, you just wait okay. Just wait! I will build you a big home as you wanted. JUST WAIT FOR ME. Wait for me… I’m gonna do this business as fast speed as I could before it’s too late.

3- My bestfriends
Apart from my family, the only people I love is my very bestfriends. 5 of us. A lot of things we went through. We are big dreamers. We dream big! We want more respect, more material things, we dream to have a great life but we are broke! If you people look at us, it seems like we already had a great life but actually we are broke. When I started this business, I want all my bestfriend join me. And together we fight for all dreams we ever dreamt of. Once we rich and have the time. I want them to surprise me my birthday in Paris. i want to shop with them in Europe, in USA. I want us to naik haji together with our families. I wanna have lunch in Singapore and back home to Brunei after lunch. Kalau kan kepantai.. I want us to go to Hawaii instead of pantai berakas. I wanna do a lot of great things with my bestfriends. And achieve what we have ever dreamt of. Try to imagine if you have the time and money but not with your bestfriend. It wouldn’t be that fun. So my bestfriend pun buat the same business I do, now we are on the way to our success. To our freedom. Kecuali satu orang alum lagi buat bisnes ani. I hope she can open up her mind. Aziz, Wanna, Dina and Joe.. I love you guys –Jz’-



4- Trip to Rome
Everytime I see dalam TV, when there is Rome. How much my heart wanted to go there. To see all the structures in Rome. I love art. Rome im on the way to go there.


5- Lifestyle
Since I was a kid, I wnted to be Gucci model. The reason is so that I can wear all Gucci stuffs. I wanted to put on original Gucci from top to toe. But it’s expensive. I can not afford it.

6- Take my parent seluruh Negara-negara Europe.
I want to take my parents ke semua Negara-negara Europe just to spent a quality time with them. One month trip to Europe!! Can u imagine with ur mum and dad!! ?? wow…

7- Bawa my adek beradik on cruise
I wanna share the experience naik boat cruise yang mewah with my siblings. I wanna see the other side of the world selain land. To experience the most beautiful creation. So that we can see whales together. Maybe we could be the next free willy movie.

8- Quality Time
I wanna quit my job. I tired to work hard but still end up paying debts. Imagine working till night. First I wanna quit night class. Slowly quit my job. So that I can have my quality time with my family and my bestfriends

9- Open up World class Music Academy
I love music. And I know im not alone. A lot of Bruneian yang ada talent but too bad, inda lari kemana-mana. I wanna buka world class music academy untuk mengketengahkan bakat-bakat urg Brunei. And one day buat trip to Hollywood.

10- do Charity.
Kalau nada ada urg kan membuat sesuatu, those whus in need inda akan dapat di tolong. I wanna do charity untuk mangsa mangsa kurang bernasib baik di dunia ani.

Those are 10 dreams and theres more. I didn’t include the car I wanted. And there is more. Aku berani membuat impian. What about you? My wedding plans.. my bakal children… and all.. I have to prepare before future comes. If I dun prepare now I know one day.. lagi teruk my life.

So before I end my article. Let me ask you again. Try to imagine how your life will be after 5 years. You think u held segolong degree master can bring you to your successes. Sakit saja kepala. Udah tah belajar sakit kepala, keraja nya pun sakit kepala. Then stress..!! success is strees-free. Are you stress free?

Kalau masih lagi kan membayar utang, rasa gaji inda cukup bulan – bulan. Aku anjurkan untuk abiskita supaya berfikir lagi. Whats next in your life? Whats next!!??


“Those who can see the invisible can do the impossible”